People wish something and get it when time comes. The luck factor (I believe it comes when preparation meets opportunity!!!) also comes into play getting those dreams come true.
How long?
Will it last forever?
If I get something, will it be with me forever?
Does it depend on the wish I make or the dream I have seen?
May be. May be not.
But one thing is for sure that loosing something always hurt. Why? Because there might have lot of effort before getting it. Also because of importance of that thing for people who get something easily or call it "by chance" (although I feel that reward would have come certainly due to his/her direct or indirect effort sometime in the past). Whatever may be the case, but after getting it there is a feeling of celebrating moment like being on the top of the Eiffel Tower to show that "Yes, I did it" with a hand pointing to the world.
The tower disappears when I loose!! It feels like someone
has pulled the base where I am standing. Like someone has choked the throat or blocked the air around the nostril. Leaving me as if I am alone in the sea without any bank. At that moment, I want to be like a patch of cloud being carried away by wind to high in the sky.
Thinking all the time "Why I got?"
Is it that I didn't deserve that or
I had not done justice to what I got.
I will do the full justice next time. I will not let it go next time. I will do the best I can....
But for the time being it's gone....
My heart now force me to conclude that "It hurts much to have and loose than not to have in the first place".
How long?
Will it last forever?
If I get something, will it be with me forever?
Does it depend on the wish I make or the dream I have seen?
May be. May be not.
But one thing is for sure that loosing something always hurt. Why? Because there might have lot of effort before getting it. Also because of importance of that thing for people who get something easily or call it "by chance" (although I feel that reward would have come certainly due to his/her direct or indirect effort sometime in the past). Whatever may be the case, but after getting it there is a feeling of celebrating moment like being on the top of the Eiffel Tower to show that "Yes, I did it" with a hand pointing to the world.
The tower disappears when I loose!! It feels like someone
has pulled the base where I am standing. Like someone has choked the throat or blocked the air around the nostril. Leaving me as if I am alone in the sea without any bank. At that moment, I want to be like a patch of cloud being carried away by wind to high in the sky.Thinking all the time "Why I got?"
Is it that I didn't deserve that or
I had not done justice to what I got.
I will do the full justice next time. I will not let it go next time. I will do the best I can....
But for the time being it's gone....
My heart now force me to conclude that "It hurts much to have and loose than not to have in the first place".
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